MoW: "Time and time again. Same profile?"

I doubt anyone reads this since xanga is pretty played out. Well, let's see how things are going for me. I've been spending a great majority of my time at the hospital working. I don't really spend much time with anyone besides my coworkers. It's not bad; my coworkers are pretty awesome. Their quirkiness and crazy habits are fun, with the exception of a few. I finally saw a few people's true colours, and that kind of sucks considering I like them all a lot. My preception of them have changed and now I'm more cautious or flat out ignoring people. Well, at least the "lab 3" guys are still the same (for now?); I enjoy their company the most, which also sucks because I have been kidnapped and placed elsewhere.

I must say, though, last week was incredible. I went out everyday, which even a single day is surprising, and had a good time doing whatever. I saw people that I haven't seen in months and had a great time talking, shopping, eating, and something even as simple as cuddling up and watching South Park reruns after a nice long walk around the block. What's another great time after work last week?: Going to the The Academy Is... concert. I got to sneak a wave and a flirtacious smile towards Alex from Cobra Starship as he was bored since all the fangirls from the Meet & Greet just wanted to see Gabe, VickyT and Ryland. Afterwards, I met The Academy Is... and had a great time making awkwardly polite conversations with them and taking pictures. They were definitely very sweet, with the exception of Adam since he was pretty reclusive seemly exclusively (nice little tongue twister) towards me. I went back to the show after I met all of them and caught the end of The Rocket Summer. Armor for Sleep wasn't too bad, but The Academy Is... was absolutely blissful. My hat made me easily distinguishable, so I could swear the guys remembered me from the Meet & Greet. But *shrug*, I could just be wrong.

Anyway, this week was pretty uneventful, with the exception of me and Jemma finding ourselves, unknowingly, at a Christian rock concert and the jokes that followed. This weekend is ERRAND WEEKEND (with a fanfare). I'll finally do those things that I just keep putting off. ...already I have failed myself since I just wasted my Saturday sleeping off the lack of shut-eye I get throughout the week. Tomorrow's another day, and I also have Monday.

Well, that was a long update. But a lot has happened? I've matured a little yet again; past shed, present lives, future doesn't exist. The next step is to just let go of my habits. I'd like to live in the state of nirvana.

Forgive me for being me? Or ask for forgiveness? Ah, neither would happen since 1. you're too prideful/an ass, 2. you don't understand, 3. you don't care and 4. you wouldn't answer me anyway. Oh, woe is me. Let's just hide it away and continue forward(?) like we always do. One day, our fun and games will be over. I'm sure you know. I've got to remember to just enjoy the now.